When

When did the end begin, was is predestined or the choices made. Would anything have turned out differently, would the essence have just  stayed. Dancing alone together, through the moonbeams. Trying to hold onto lost wishes, chasing fleeting dreams. Praying for the light of the sun to caress a glacial heart. Faith turned to cinders, long before new hope could start. Though it seems a wasteland, only fit for phantoms and madmen. Walking on the shards of a shattered life, I would do it all over again.

Angelica

Angel bound on bended knee.

Halo tarnished, broken wings.

Crystalline remnants of hopes and dreams.

Fading light of lost memories.

Beautiful nightmare, never realized.

Ugliest of truth, sheds wondrous disguise.

Peel back the veil as darkness does rise.

Only emptiness left behind hollow eyes.

Surface

All that was and never will be.

Once upon a wish, chasing a dream.

Pushed under the surface of eternity.

Caught in the undertow of guilt and regret.

Quivering with agony, the last emotions felt.

Look into the abyss, at all I can’t forget.

Riding the storms of choices I made.

Maybe find myself ,somewhere along the way.

Whisper on the wind, a soul that can’t be saved.

Pirate Heart

Pirate heart with a Gypsy soul.

Choices made, pain untold.

Chasing dreams, dancing with the stars.

No matter the distance, home is where you are.

Moment to Memory

Moments turn to memories,

Pulled into the abyss with the changing of tides.

Cling to them, gasping for breath,

But mother ocean will not abide.

Locked away in her depths,

Resurfacing again, from time to time.

Then pulled back under the surface,

Making way for new moments to find.

Webs

Gaze into the eyes of the spider queen.

Tangled in  her web of dreams.

Promise the moon and the wishing star.

Lifted to new heights then fall just as far.

Intoxicating aura, blurring reality,

Monstrous beauty beyond belief.

Bloodied nails caressing tear stained face.

Pleasured punishment, the forgetting place.

Venom runs through veins,  scorching cold.

Wasted youth, secrets untold.

Whispers of hope in every goodbye,

Welcome to eternity, my little fly.

Here

Dawn breaks and so it begins.

Little older with a few more scars.

Turning around from another dead end.

Painful steps taken but didn’t get very far.

The ashes still smolder from the supernova.

Leaving behind memories in an unmarked grave.

Farther from the epicenter, soul turns colder.

Last tear drops as life turns the page.

Entwined

Entwined in the depths of who you are.

Teardrops from a shooting star.

Caressing the places in between,

Enthralled in this twisted dream.

Body aching, soul still yearns,

All of you to simply learn.

Crossroads

Standing at the crossroads again.

Circle of life, without beginning or end.

Stay the course, knowing it will be the same.

Could go left or right, guaranteeing a change.

Envision the life you deeply want to know.

Then take a step and in that direction go.

Light Bender

Light bends as dawn breaks.

Tears to dust as minutes become days.

Twilight soothes the edges of emotion.

Pallbearer of  unrequited devotion.

Moon rises to the apex of perfection.

Staring into the void of self reflection .