You thought, and hoped, it had changed
Time ebbing by faster, vortex of indecisive giving
Going through the motions is not really living
Sleepless nights of crushing blame
Reality is a jagged pill to swallow
Choking it down with the ashes of dreams
Rainbows bleeding grey, deafening silent screams
Shattered perceptions leave a soul hollow
Looking at the ghost of what you wanted to be
Acceptance of what is, causing strength to cower
Once again, alone, crying in the shower
Wondering if there is more in which to believe
Starting over was not part of the plan
Gone as far in this illusion as anyone could
No longer caring about shouldn’t or should
Want to feel alive for once so I must make my stand
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