Hunters Moon

So to take a quick break from the past and delve directly into the here and now. ....

The Hunters Moon is here and bringing with it all of the elements of change, decay, and rebirth that it is known for.

I am sitting here pondering all the the change..and yet the lack thereof that has happened in the last couple of months.

On one hand we have found something that I am not sure many can honestly claim they have..a completeness, wholeness and new life like nothing I can accurately articulate..but at the same time we are much the same as we have been for over three years...not sure how that can be but it is for certain.

On the other hand while we have this, and we know it will continue to grow, as we will together..and yes there will be the day in the near future where we can live together and just be us each day..that time is not yet here..

She said the other night that “you know we are not patent”...lol and yeah she is right..course a literal half a life time wanting to find her I am thinking “geez haven't we waited long enough”...but I know that in the grand scheme of things weeks or a few months is nothing compared to how long we have waited so far...or how long we have in the future.

For now we have every second together we can find and each appreciates every moment. When we are not physically together we talk..anyway we can and we are with each other always in ways ha you may not believe (trust me I am living it and its hard to believe sometimes)

This time of year brings much change and I am thankful that I have really begun to find myself again..she has given me life, and the strength to be me...I love is, and her and living each day with and for her...